11-27-18

[Jmac Attack]

I'm devastated. My mother passed away last night. She had bowel surgery a few weeks ago, and she passed away from internal bleeding (what the doctors think right now). Everyone do me a favor and hold your loved ones a little tighter tonight. Tell them you love them every chance you get.

I'll be ok. Just shocked and in a lot of emotional pain.

[Headhunter]

Thinking of you today, man. I love you and I'm here for you.

[Jmac Attack]

Thinking of you today, man. I love you and I'm here for you.

Back at ya. And thanks man. I figured I would tell you guys because y'all's like family.

[Ava]

Jmac. Aww no. Was it a resection?
That is awful. I am so sorry for your loss. We are here for you. *hugs*

[Monster]

Sorry as hell, J-Mac. Can't imagine.

[Jmac Attack]

Jmac. Aww no. Was it a resection?
That is awful. I am so sorry for your loss. We are here for you. *hugs*

They took out a bunch of her lower intestine. She had the same surgery back in the mid 90s and for the past 20+ years, she's had to get her stomach drained of acid every few months. That stopped working. So they took out as much as they could possibly take out this time.

When they did it back in the 90s, she got down to under 70 lbs and they said she was gonna die and nothing they could do. This was right after having 26 biopsies on her ovaries and 13 on her cervix. The radiation is what fucked up her bowels. She also had a heart attack and had open heart surgery because of the radiation. So, all that happened within about 8 months. She was tough as fuck. She fought for 20+ years and that's something to look up to.

[Jmac Attack]

And thanks guys. Much appreciated.

[Tiggnutz]

Damn Jmac I'm so sorry brother

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Damn Jmac I'm so sorry brother

Love y'all.

[Jason]

Terrible to hear, J-Mac. Wish I had more to offer than my condolences, but you're on my mind. Getting tired of hearing about deaths in the HMF family.

Hurting for you.

[Jmac Attack]

Sorry as hell, J-Mac. Can't imagine.

Didn't see this earlier. Thanks buddy.

[Jmac Attack]

Terrible to hear, J-Mac. Wish I had more to offer than my condolences, but you're on my mind. Getting tired of hearing about deaths in the HMF family.

Hurting for you.

Thanks bro. You guys are all helping.

[Reign in Blood]

So sorry to hear that, my mac attack. More than you'll ever know. You need anything, you let me know.

[Jmac Attack]

So sorry to hear that, my mac attack. More than you'll ever know. You need anything, you let me know.

Thanks man. You guys mean a lot to me for some reason. I haven't figured it out yet, but times like these is one of the many reasons.

[Foo]

So sorry, J-Mac. Heartbreaking. Here for you if you need anything.

[Jmac Attack]

So sorry, J-Mac. Heartbreaking. Here for you if you need anything.

Thanks, Foo, you've always reached out to me.

[showa58taro]

Man, I’m so sorry for you and your family. I certainly know the pain all too well, but wish I could do do somenething to help you out. Tough times ahead, but here for you if you need anything.

[Jmac Attack]

Man, I’m so sorry for you and your family. I certainly know the pain all too well, but wish I could do do somenething to help you out. Tough times ahead, but here for you if you need anything.

Thanks Seb. I've been through this when my dad passed away. Devastating at first. Then it's an emotional roller coaster ride. Today has been a better day.