May 7 19

[Dream]

The girls left the site, and zomb is also gone.

tf???

I'm still around off and on. Just got shit going on right now that I'm dealing with and don't really have the emotional energy to interact with people much. My family is fucking draining me of my socializing energy and short of a few Facebook posts/interactions here and there to let them know I'm not dead and haven't completely cut them off yet, I just can't right now.

[Tiggnutz]

The girls left the site, and zomb is also gone.

tf???

I'm still around off and on. Just got shit going on right now that I'm dealing with and don't really have the emotional energy to interact with people much. My family is fucking draining me of my socializing energy and short of a few Facebook posts/interactions here and there to let them know I'm not dead and haven't completely cut them off yet, I just can't right now.

Terrible situation you are in Dream.

[zombie]

i'm around. more lurky than talkative, lately. but i'm still here. no need to worry.

[Dream]

The girls left the site, and zomb is also gone.

tf???

I'm still around off and on. Just got shit going on right now that I'm dealing with and don't really have the emotional energy to interact with people much. My family is fucking draining me of my socializing energy and short of a few Facebook posts/interactions here and there to let them know I'm not dead and haven't completely cut them off yet, I just can't right now.

Terrible situation you are in Dream.

I yelled at my mom and told her if my sister ends up killing someone it's on her because she doesn't want to go through the hassle of filing a petition to have my sister declared incompetent so she can talk to my sister's doctors to get the real story on what's going on instead of taking my sister's word for it.

I've lost all ability to give a fuck and made my mom cry and I don't even care because I'm not wrong and I'm sick of feeling guilty for not pretending everything is just hunky dory and perfect. I'm not willing to abide by their delusions anymore.

My mom is still trying to get my nieces to allow their kids, an almost 5 year old and a 1 year old, to be allowed to see my sister. The sister who had a knife and threatened my mom's life a couple of weeks ago and checked herself out of the psych ward while insisting she doesn't need any meds or therapy and my mom is just fine with that. No, I'm pretty sure my nieces are doing a fine job of parenting by keeping their psychotic mother away from their kids.

I have drama for fucking days, lol!

Today I'm drowning myself in horror musicals. <3

[Reign in Blood]

Damn, horror musicals it is then.

[DancesWithWerewolves]

Yeesh Dream. I know I'd be drinking a lot more if I had to deal with that shit.

[Dream]

Yeesh Dream. I know I'd be drinking a lot more if I had to deal with that shit.

Right?

Instead of drowning my sorrows in some mind-numbing and glorious booze, I asked for an $8 an hour raise at work and essentially told them that if I don't get a significant portion of that request, I'm looking for a job that will pay me what I'm worth, 'cause fuck this shit.

[Jason]

My Dad's old little dog is starting to fade away, it seems. I can tell Pops is hurting. Bums me out. He loves the hell out of that dog as much as she loves him. Probably any day now unless something miraculous happens.

[Jason]

Yeesh Dream. I know I'd be drinking a lot more if I had to deal with that shit.

Right?

Instead of drowning my sorrows in some mind-numbing and glorious booze, I asked for an $8 an hour raise at work and essentially told them that if I don't get a significant portion of that request, I'm looking for a job that will pay me what I'm worth, 'cause fuck this shit.

Wish I had a unique enough skill to demand $8 more an hour at my job. Jesus. It's a tough and shitty job, but anybody can do it, really.

Now, whoever invented the calculator needs to be shot. It's my only true talent and it's completely useless because of that damn gadget. Piss.

[Dream]

Yeesh Dream. I know I'd be drinking a lot more if I had to deal with that shit.

Right?

Instead of drowning my sorrows in some mind-numbing and glorious booze, I asked for an $8 an hour raise at work and essentially told them that if I don't get a significant portion of that request, I'm looking for a job that will pay me what I'm worth, 'cause fuck this shit.

Wish I had a unique enough skill to demand $8 more an hour at my job. Jesus. It's a tough and shitty job, but anybody can do it, really.

Now, whoever invented the calculator needs to be shot. It's my only true talent and it's completely useless because of that damn gadget. Piss.

I'm banking on the fact that everyone else where I work is inept rather than a special skill I have, lol. (Although, if I have to find another job, it's going to be fun seeing everything fall apart. As it is, I'm the only reason we're actually compliant on quite a few laws.)

[Jmac Attack]

i'm around. more lurky than talkative, lately. but i'm still here. no need to worry.

Yay!!!!! We miss ya man.

[Jmac Attack]

Damn....sorry to hear that, Dream.