December 18th 2019

[Tiggnutz]

3 more days until off for 5

[showa58taro]

One more day after today. Then I’m off till the 7th of Jan. Most pleasing.

[Tiggnutz]

One more day after today. Then I’m off till the 7th of Jan. Most pleasing.

Delicious

[Ava]

I work Thursday, Friday and Monday then off until Jan 2nd. If I survive these last three days though. Lot of people w/insurance either being lost or changing for new year that delayed their work and want to be seen NOW. Schedule is just balls to the wall crazy. *cringes* I joked and told my coworker who gets HANGRY when she doesn't get a long break to eat, that I'm going to make her ziploc bags filled with snacks that are to be eaten on the hour. Was not kidding about doing that.
Had the day off today. Did Holiday baking. I think there is chocolate everywhere but the ceiling. Also macaroons are fucking disusting. Blech. Made them for people but not sure why people like those. Coconut is barfalicious. I can't wait to give a coworker her Christmas gift on Friday. She is an older lady who I don't know all that well. All I know is that she LOVES vodka. I just went to the liquor store and filled a big ass bag with tons of all different teeny bottles of vodka. Wrapped it up all cute with ribbons. I can't wait to give that to her on Friday...

[Jmac Attack]

Welp.....I decided to see a psychiatrist and went to my appointment this past Tuesday, a.m. Yup, I'm as crazy as yall think I am. I went for what I thought might be depression. Also, I went for my anxiety/panic attacks and alcoholism. Oh, and one more....insomnia. lol. I'm a fuckin mess!

Anywho, even just making the appointment and actually going to it.....has made me feel better already and gives me more confidence to keep trying.

The med they put me on, Remeron, gave me the best sleep, last night, that I've had since I was 15 years old and beat off too much, lmfao! So far, no side effects. Hope it holds up.


I had to tell you guys way before I tell Facebook. Lol.

[showa58taro]

Good on you J-Mac. Great job getting help. Hopefully that’ll be helpful.

[Jmac Attack]

Good on you J-Mac. Great job getting help. Hopefully that’ll be helpful.

Thanks man! I've got this.

[Monster]

Good deal. Glad you're taking care of yourself, J-Mac.