May 22nd 2023
Posted: Mon May 22, 2023 6:02 am
Monday again but at least I have a 4 day weekend coming up.
Another update. Meds seem to be working as I no longer feel like warmed over shit all the time and haven't had my daily dose of suicidal thoughts for a couple weeks. Think that's the longest stretch I've had since I was in elementary school. I even laughed for the first time in months the other day. I've also been getting silly amounts of interviews lined up. It's good to know it wasn't me that was the problem in regards to finding a job, just the place(though I still received a rejection letter saying I didn't have enough warehouse or forklift experience even though I have thirteen years of each). Nothing I'm really interested in, and the hours suck, but it's shit I can do and pays well enough.
I might be moving in with my dad's wife(she's renting a place in town) at some point, but that's still up in the air at the moment since they started fighting again. I hope they figure shit out. My dad says she started getting weird when they switched her anxiety meds around, so hopefully that's all it is.
Still not sure if I'm gonna get any of my stuff back from washington. Cheapest option I've found so far is around $4000, which sucks, so I might have to abandon it all. I really want my pc, chair, and mattress, though, as they'll be a pain to replace. Up to my dad really, as he'd be the one funding it if it happens. And I'm still in debt, but fuck 'em.
So yeah, things are somewhat ok for the first time in a long time.