July 28th 2023

[Tiggnutz]

Hot as balls out. Summer absolutely blows

[Slaughterhouserock]

In the new adventures of my fucked up life: I need a bigger vehicle for my job. I will be trading in my car for the new vehicle. The check engine light came on the day before I went to look for a vehicle. Found one. The day after I found one, some jackoff ran me off the road and I sideswiped a couple garbage cans, ripping off the passenger side mirror. I also need a loan. To get the loan, I need my job offer letter. The letter that was emailed, and summarily deleted, two months ago(because why the fuck would I keep an email saying "hey, you got the job"?). I asked my bosses, they say they don't have it, but I should have been sent a form via mail. I never got that. Look up how to access that form via our career website. That page hasn't worked in over a year. Call HR. HR says they do all that shit via a third party now, so I gotta sign up with their website and get it from them. Get signed up. The page I need isn't working. Fuck me.

Also, I've been off of my meds for over a month. I feel like warmed over dog shit, I hate everything, and those wonderful thoughts of mine are running full force again. Can't afford to go to the doctor to get a prescription. Can't afford the prescription even if I somehow could go to the doctor. Seems like no matter how hard I try to do shit right, life just comes along and kicks me in the balls.

[DancesWithWerewolves]

That sucks, man. I'm stressing out here, but it's not on that level. Alli's basically losing her job and it's going to be a major financial hit for us, especially if they screw her out of getting unemployment.

[Slaughterhouserock]

Sorry to hear that. Hopefully she can find something new quickly.