november 14, 2017

[showa58taro]

maybe i'm ready to come back, i don't know. but a couple people asked about details and stuff for running away. it's just a lot of stuff compounding. personal stuff and all of the hollywood crap and the political situation and arguing almost at each other's throats sometimes. and i think too much about things and i kind of feel like garbage, for a lot of reasons. and i'm not looking for sympathy or anything. just trying to get my mindset across cause, again, some of you asked why.

i feel like i need more conservation, more discussion, and less waiting for the chance to mud sling at each other. i'm kind of over the competition debate style that i've fallen into lately. i don't want to prove myself better than anyone else. (maybe a lot of that is cause i'd lose out)... i'm more feeling like discussing things is more productive, than arguing things. *shrug*

Seen any good films instead? Or just been chilling?

Know what you mean about the debate. October was nice as it was very Horror-centric. Need more of that.

i'm getting more into foreign horror movies again. gonna watch house (hausu), evil dead trap, and cold fish in a little bit. but mostly i've been watching joe rogan's podcast interviews. billy corgan, shirley manson, james hetfield, pauly shore, kevin smith. it's cool to get more casual life stuff from them, rather than just sticking to whatever movie or album of the moment, like most interviews go.

Nice. If you spot a good one let me know and I’ll try to check it out.

I always thought I’d like podcasts but never found a way to get into them.

[zombie]

Nice. If you spot a good one let me know and I’ll try to check it out.

I always thought I’d like podcasts but never found a way to get into them.

shirley manson was probably my favorite so far, as joe rogan experience goes.

which podcasts have you tried? what don't you like? is it about the length or what?

[showa58taro]

Nice. If you spot a good one let me know and I’ll try to check it out.

I always thought I’d like podcasts but never found a way to get into them.

shirley manson was probably my favorite so far, as joe rogan experience goes.

which podcasts have you tried? what don't you like? is it about the length or what?

It’s not that I tried and disliked. I haven’t gotten to the point where I know where to go or what to listen to. I can’t get that first step of getting into podcasts. That’s the trouble, not knowing the starting point. I hear people talk about them. And I think that I’d like the stuff they talk about. But no clue how to do that. There’s the challenge.

[showa58taro]

Had an interview today, 3 of them. One of me. Went pretty damn well. As well as I could see it going. Lots to talk about.

[DancesWithWerewolves]

maybe i'm ready to come back, i don't know. but a couple people asked about details and stuff for running away. it's just a lot of stuff compounding. personal stuff and all of the hollywood crap and the political situation and arguing almost at each other's throats sometimes. and i think too much about things and i kind of feel like garbage, for a lot of reasons. and i'm not looking for sympathy or anything. just trying to get my mindset across cause, again, some of you asked why.

i feel like i need more conservation, more discussion, and less waiting for the chance to mud sling at each other. i'm kind of over the competition debate style that i've fallen into lately. i don't want to prove myself better than anyone else. (maybe a lot of that is cause i'd lose out)... i'm more feeling like discussing things is more productive, than arguing things. *shrug*

Just don't go to the politics board? It's what I do. As far as I'm concerned, politics and religion are exactly the same. A group of people so focused on how right they are and how wrong you are if you don't think like they do. If you agree, it's pointless to talk about it, because you'll just be patting each other on the back for thinking the same. If you disagree, it's pointless to talk about it since you'll just yell at each other and no ones mind will be changed.

*thumbs up*