April 17th 2018
Re: April 17th 2018
Did Reign fall in love or something he says hes fine just busy that sounds like love to me. Maybe he met a girl who was also into Incestuous masochist necrophillia movies and they hit it off. He planned on playing it cool but the sex was life shattering and reality warping so now she occupies his every thought. Beautiful really 
thats just what i think might of happened to him.
thats just what i think might of happened to him.
Re: April 17th 2018
Fuck. I seriously need mental help or something. This job is invoking anger in me I never even knew existed. Nearly everyone in the business is a miserable piece of shit and it's rubbing off on me. This job is a level 10 on the stress scale (especially after my truck tipped over with me inside) and it doesn't help that I have to completely forfeit my entire life to live on lower middle class income, coupled with the fact that nobody in the entire business appreciates a god damn thing I do, everyone from the people who dispatch my load to the people I pour the concrete for. Nearly everybody is a fucking scam bag, and for no reason.
I've mentioned before I have to call every night to get my start time, and to know if I even work or not. It's 7PM. I got home at 6:30 PM after an 11 hour shift, plus one hour commute to work and another hour back, unpaid. (I mentioned before I live 1,000 feet from a plant, but they fucked me and sent me an hour away becuz seniority, a different plant closed and drivers from there filled up the plant I was hired for. They also told me during the hiring process that they go out of their way to make sure people are close to home. HA!)... So over 13 hours I was gone from home. I haul ass, get ready for the gym, get there, and before I start my workout I call to get the time for me to start tomorrow. 4:30 AM. Which means I need to be awake by 3:00 AM. I just fucking left the gym in disgust and anger. No mood to exercise. Also, I requested Monday off (yesterday) because I need a fucking minute to breathe in my life. BTW, when you request a day off, the company will not pay any overtime that week. So no overtime for me this week, EVEN THOUGH there wasn't any work that day I requested off.
Fuck this business.
I've mentioned before I have to call every night to get my start time, and to know if I even work or not. It's 7PM. I got home at 6:30 PM after an 11 hour shift, plus one hour commute to work and another hour back, unpaid. (I mentioned before I live 1,000 feet from a plant, but they fucked me and sent me an hour away becuz seniority, a different plant closed and drivers from there filled up the plant I was hired for. They also told me during the hiring process that they go out of their way to make sure people are close to home. HA!)... So over 13 hours I was gone from home. I haul ass, get ready for the gym, get there, and before I start my workout I call to get the time for me to start tomorrow. 4:30 AM. Which means I need to be awake by 3:00 AM. I just fucking left the gym in disgust and anger. No mood to exercise. Also, I requested Monday off (yesterday) because I need a fucking minute to breathe in my life. BTW, when you request a day off, the company will not pay any overtime that week. So no overtime for me this week, EVEN THOUGH there wasn't any work that day I requested off.
Fuck this business.
Re: April 17th 2018
Jason wrote:Fuck. I seriously need mental help or something. This job is invoking anger in me I never even knew existed. Nearly everyone in the business is a miserable piece of shit and it's rubbing off on me. This job is a level 10 on the stress scale (especially after my truck tipped over with me inside) and it doesn't help that I have to completely forfeit my entire life to live on lower middle class income, coupled with the fact that nobody in the entire business appreciates a god damn thing I do, everyone from the people who dispatch my load to the people I pour the concrete for. Nearly everybody is a fucking scam bag, and for no reason.
I've mentioned before I have to call every night to get my start time, and to know if I even work or not. It's 7PM. I got home at 6:30 PM after an 11 hour shift, plus one hour commute to work and another hour back, unpaid. (I mentioned before I live 1,000 feet from a plant, but they fucked me and sent me an hour away becuz seniority, a different plant closed and drivers from there filled up the plant I was hired for. They also told me during the hiring process that they go out of their way to make sure people are close to home. HA!)... So over 13 hours I was gone from home. I haul ass, get ready for the gym, get there, and before I start my workout I call to get the time for me to start tomorrow. 4:30 AM. Which means I need to be awake by 3:00 AM. I just fucking left the gym in disgust and anger. No mood to exercise. Also, I requested Monday off (yesterday) because I need a fucking minute to breathe in my life. BTW, when you request a day off, the company will not pay any overtime that week. So no overtime for me this week, EVEN THOUGH there wasn't any work that day I requested off.
Fuck this business.
take another day off this week and put in applications elsewhere. Staying there isn't going to do you any favors.
I started an erotic writing podcast with a friend
Re: April 17th 2018
A new job elsewhere I don't think will solve my problem. I will likely find much of the same problems in most other jobs I find. I don't know what it's like to work a job I don't hate.
Re: April 17th 2018
Jason wrote:A new job elsewhere I don't think will solve my problem. I will likely find much of the same problems in most other jobs I find. I don't know what it's like to work a job I don't hate.
and with that view you never will.
I started an erotic writing podcast with a friend