First Post in 8 Years
Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2024 10:08 am
Hello Everyone,
I have not been on this site in over 8 years, so I am not familiar with those of you who have joined during my absence. It’s crazy because it doesn’t seem like it has been that long, years are going by like months these days. The rest of you who are still here from the old days know who I am, but I felt an introduction was necessary after all this time. I have been a horror fan since I was a kid. Love 80’s era of horror, it the best and undisputed champ of any horror era in my opinion. I also love a lot of sci-fi and action/thrillers. I own hard copies of over 800 movies in total that line the shelves in my media room. I will greatly miss the media room once this house is sold but I plan on installing a bigger one at the new home. I am a fan of MMA and WWE. I don’t watch football or other sports. Honestly, I don’t have much time for TV these days because of my schedule.
So, what have I been up to in the past 8 years?
In the years I have been absent from HMF I have grown greatly as a person and have met and surrounded myself with much better people. I removed any and all toxic people from my life. It was a hard lesson, but I learned that if someone is not contributing in any positive way to my existence then they need to go, even if it’s a family member. During this journey I have experienced growth in ways I couldn’t have imagined years earlier. I have done away with alcohol and other substances that were only adding to my problems. I have gotten myself back into better shape (though still working on getting the dieting right), outside of work and exercise I have been focusing heavily on meditation and my writings. I have started two successful businesses, got with an amazing woman who is far better than I deserve. We are currently in the process of moving to the East Coast where we plan to spend the rest of our days.
Why did I leave?
I have been told by some I have kept in contact with over the years that it’s believed that I left because of problems with people here. While it’s no secret that I didn’t have the best relationship with a few here, that had nothing to do with why I never signed up on this new board when it launched. Back when HMF was on that Pro Board site is when I had already begun the journey to get myself together. I decided that I needed to step away from many things in my life, I felt that I wasn’t good for anyone at that moment and needed to focus inward. Fast forward to late 2019 early 2020 I was close to rejoining HMF then, but the pandemic hit, and shit just went downhill for a while. Rebounding from all that has kept me busy these past few years. But my reasoning had nothing to do with anyone here or from the old board.
Final Thoughts
I won’t be a regular on here like I was back then as my life is very busy and I have tons of things I am focused on. But I have missed the old daily chats, the UFC/WWE discussions with Jason and Reign, and just the random, crazy BS that would happen on here from time to time. HMF had a positive impact on me in many ways. I have made some long-time friends such as Wyte, Darren, and Ralph who I have kept in contact with over the years I have been away. Sorry, this was a bit long, but I had a lot to say. I hope all of you are doing well and I wish everyone a great 2024!
Laz
I have not been on this site in over 8 years, so I am not familiar with those of you who have joined during my absence. It’s crazy because it doesn’t seem like it has been that long, years are going by like months these days. The rest of you who are still here from the old days know who I am, but I felt an introduction was necessary after all this time. I have been a horror fan since I was a kid. Love 80’s era of horror, it the best and undisputed champ of any horror era in my opinion. I also love a lot of sci-fi and action/thrillers. I own hard copies of over 800 movies in total that line the shelves in my media room. I will greatly miss the media room once this house is sold but I plan on installing a bigger one at the new home. I am a fan of MMA and WWE. I don’t watch football or other sports. Honestly, I don’t have much time for TV these days because of my schedule.
So, what have I been up to in the past 8 years?
In the years I have been absent from HMF I have grown greatly as a person and have met and surrounded myself with much better people. I removed any and all toxic people from my life. It was a hard lesson, but I learned that if someone is not contributing in any positive way to my existence then they need to go, even if it’s a family member. During this journey I have experienced growth in ways I couldn’t have imagined years earlier. I have done away with alcohol and other substances that were only adding to my problems. I have gotten myself back into better shape (though still working on getting the dieting right), outside of work and exercise I have been focusing heavily on meditation and my writings. I have started two successful businesses, got with an amazing woman who is far better than I deserve. We are currently in the process of moving to the East Coast where we plan to spend the rest of our days.
Why did I leave?
I have been told by some I have kept in contact with over the years that it’s believed that I left because of problems with people here. While it’s no secret that I didn’t have the best relationship with a few here, that had nothing to do with why I never signed up on this new board when it launched. Back when HMF was on that Pro Board site is when I had already begun the journey to get myself together. I decided that I needed to step away from many things in my life, I felt that I wasn’t good for anyone at that moment and needed to focus inward. Fast forward to late 2019 early 2020 I was close to rejoining HMF then, but the pandemic hit, and shit just went downhill for a while. Rebounding from all that has kept me busy these past few years. But my reasoning had nothing to do with anyone here or from the old board.
Final Thoughts
I won’t be a regular on here like I was back then as my life is very busy and I have tons of things I am focused on. But I have missed the old daily chats, the UFC/WWE discussions with Jason and Reign, and just the random, crazy BS that would happen on here from time to time. HMF had a positive impact on me in many ways. I have made some long-time friends such as Wyte, Darren, and Ralph who I have kept in contact with over the years I have been away. Sorry, this was a bit long, but I had a lot to say. I hope all of you are doing well and I wish everyone a great 2024!
Laz